I’ve just proven once more that happiness is nothing but a fleeting feeling.

When I say fleeting, I mean it lasts for like less than two minutes then it’s gone.

I hate it. Today went so perfectly.

I kept quiet most of the day. Keeping my distance. Stayed away. Spoke as little as I could. When I sensed things were safe, I let go a bit. Just a little bit.

And then, things went great. Joking around, fun, and laughter. Then we did something we haven’t done in a while… the bliss lasted for like les than two minutes, I let my wall down completely because I felt it was a new beginning. I thought things were getting good again.

And then…
And then…

Bullshit happened.

Everything exploded with one slip. Things were burzerk and there was semi-shouts and war and chaos.

Then everything is back to normal. Back to shitty and crappy and ridiculous.

Then again, thoughts of “giving up” easily slipped into my mind again.




a-very-cliffrose-christmas:

icantbelieveitsnotsanity:

i’ve reblogged this like three times and i still have no idea what the fuck is going on

is this what happens when actors try to leave disney

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The big walking out of the mist scene in Pride & Prejudice had Matthew following a red flag held by director Joe Wright and trying not to fall over as he has very bad eyesight!


pemberley-state-of-mind:

“Pride and prejudice” deleted scenes or filmed from a different angle.




P&P cast talks about their characters.




pemberley-state-of-mind:

Greg Williams B&W pictures.




“The cast went down there and spent a few days playing sardines, and just mucking about in the house so that they could claim it as there own house. They each had their own bedroom and a space of their own. Tom Hollander (Mr. Collins) also played sardines and claimed that when he was in a cupboard with the five Bennet sisters it was the happiest day of his life.”

(Joe Wright, Director)




i’m in love with this gif

Anonymous asked:
Hi! I suggest that you read The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath :)

Will do. Thank you, love! <3 





Happy world book day! Ü Anybody suggest a good book for me to read?


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